Boredom has set in. What time does the bar open? We won’t be returning. We drink, talk, most of all, we laugh. For the 2nd time in as many days I ask what it is he wants. I need to hear him say it. He doesn’t & somehow he’s turned it on me. I’m CURIOUS I say. I want to know what he’s packing. Is he proportionate? I ask cheekily. We step outside, he moves in, and his mouth consumes mine. He tastes of beer and something sweeter. I can’t hold back the moan that escapes me. Calgary challenge set!
Excited to work simply because I get to see him but being near him w/out breaching that physical barrier gets so hard. Wanting to touch, wanting it so bad but being unable to is excruciating. I feel feverish with the immense restraint it takes to keep my hands to myself, so badly I want to reach out & run my knuckles against the shadowy stubble across his jaw.I’ve never felt this before, this urge to touch another person so strong I feel as if I’m burning from the inside out...lift & stairwell
My phone alerts me to a msg. He has decided to take him to Lego Land. It dawns on me how close he will be. To be sure, I ask, it's one & the same. My heart skips a beat. I desperately want to see him but I'm afraid & don't want to intrude. Do you think I can manage to see you? he txts & tears fill my eyes. In the car, as precious little one sleeps, we kiss again & this time it feels familiar. An afternoon spent with a loving father with his son... I'm so far gone I cannot be saved.
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